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Well, tomorrow is the day that I have been dreading.... going back to work and leaving my baby at daycare.  I can't believe how fast this past 7 weeks has gone.  I guess everyone was right on how quick it goes.  I have been handling it somewhat well,  but we'll see what tomorrow brings when it actually happens.  The lady we have lined up to watch Landon is a mother of 3 herself and her boys go to my school.  She has 5 kids all together with Landon.  I know he will be in good hands and the other kids were so good with him when we went to visit over my break.  However, all day today I have just felt sick to my stomach knowing I have to drop him off.  It is such an amazing feeling knowing how much you can love someone that just came into your life.  It is an instant love that no one can explain until you are a parent yourself.